Growing Up

As I lay here next to my baby in bed i wonder what the next year will bring. In the next month Matt has a few Dr appt. and I am into my first month of school. So much time has gone by!! I've had two tests already, one i KNOW i passed and the other...i'm just afraid this again might be a class that holds me up in my pursuit of a better job/life. I know that if i just buckle down and study really really hard it might not be such a challenge but where do i find the time?? Between Matt, Work and just going to my classes there isnt a whole lot left for study and doing homework. I enjoy doing my math (odd cuz in hs and college that was my WORST subject) because it makes me feel smart because i totally understand it. On the other hand chemistry makes me feel extremely stupid. I get the information dont get me wrong i understand it but when it comes to a test i'm completely LOST!! Matt is starting to be a little trouble. Take today for instance. Really good day started out like any other day. Did our errands, went to my work to pick up paycheck, stopped by Home Depot and came home for lunch. Matt ate a great lunch and it was WAAAAY past his naptime. Got a cup ready and off we go, except that we get to the room and he violently shakes his had and says NO. He wines and throws a fit (on the floor mind you) where i proceed to pick him up and put him in bed. I leave the room and he stops. I hear him yell once for me but i just ignore him. About an hour later (after no noise) i go into the room to get something and alas there sits matt on the floor reading books. I mean i cant complain because hes ready but HELLO!!! Its 3 pm and too late to take a nap seeing as he goes to bed at 8pm. This is just one example of how much he is growing up and how much less time i will have to get stuff done. Ryan has been out of town for the last month during the week so i'm pretty much left on my own to figure stuff out. I schedule and figure everything out. Thankfully my mom has stepped in and is being great watching matt 4 times a week. I guess i just could have stayed working but in the end i know that going to school AND working full time will totally pay off in the end. I only work 3 days a week so its not too bad but 12 hr shifts makes for just a lot of sleeping time and not really wanting to do much else.


So anyways, off my little tangent. I'm really excited to see what the next year brings. What will bring for us?? I mean now Matts 2!!! Seriously i cant believe that hes two. Its crazy!! How life changes in just two short years. I'm really excited to see what the future has in store for us.