Manic Mondays

So i've decided to do a little blog on mondays (maybe Tues morning in reality) to go over all the little things (milestones) Matt may have reached or cute things he does that i might forget about. Also mondays are just a day of reflection for me how the week will be and mondays portray how the rest of the week will go for me.


Mondays are kinda a little panicky for me. I have to coordinate babysitting that week...wonder if Ryan will be home to pick up Matt or will he have to stay with Krystal or my Mom till i get home??....class and tests I have....preparing for clinicals and the end of my class and the final as well as practicing for the manual skills test. I love Mondays but at the same time i dread them. It will be nice once i'm done with my class, can find a job and start making some real money and work on that schedule. Its hard because i can be a very scheduled person and when i stray away from that schedule i start to get stressed out. So when i come home on mondays I still and rock Matt back to sleep and think of all the things that i'm greatfull for.

• Family that is able to help watch Matt....Krystal and Jeremy and thier kids on Mondays, My mom and who ever else is at home on Tues and Thur
• Patience I have with Matt when he gets grumpy and cranky which is often
• Health of my baby and (knock on wood) that we have had no BIG complication or illness
  
• I have a car that can transport my baby safely that i feel safe in on the road
• That Matt has a dad who cares about him and is willing to do so much with him even when hes dog tired from work

I pray for all the people who dont have these things to be greatfull for as well as all those our there who need just a little pick me up to make it through the day. There is so much more that i'm thankfull for but i could go on and on for days.

LITTLE UPDATE ON MATT

He started crawling last Friday 24th. So cute....his little butt goes up in the air and he tries moving so fast but most of the time his legs and arms arent working together just yet but hes on his way and he can get booking at times. He loves beingoutside in the grass and actually doesnt mind the texture on his hands. He'll rearch forward as far as he can and grab a handfull of grass, he hasnt yet put it in his mouth so thats nice. I just let him play and he loves it. Hes a texture kid, loves to feel everything in his hand wether its smooth or hard or a different carpet he'll feel it and move his hands all around. Its pretty cute and i love it.